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(no subject) [Oct. 12th, 2005|09:53 am]

I have kissed someone...

on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
related to me.
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flamming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter than me.
bigger/taller than me.
with a lip ring.
who was drunk.
who was high.
who I had just met.
who was homosexual.
who I didn't really want to kiss. [hah, sucks to be you]
on a holiday.
who was going out with someone close to me.
who was my good friend's brother or sister.
who had been/is in jail.
in a graveyard.
at a show/concert.
at the beach.
in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.
with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.
who was/is my good friend.
who was/is in a band.
who has tattoos.
who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain.
in another continent besides where I was born.
with an accent.
with an std.
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus.
on a plane.
at the circus/carnival.
with a missing body part.
in the movies.
eskimo style.

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agendaaa. [Oct. 6th, 2005|01:34 pm]
[Current Mood |stomach achee]
[Current Music |small talk @ the computer labb]

last night i spent the afternoon @ the hospital with my dad..he was feeling bad so KENDALL REGIONAL we wentt.

-tonight is dinner with my boo's♥ @ CHEESECAKE FACTORY...wooo!

-tomorrow i'll probably go over to the boys' house and get crunkkk

-saturday is Vane's b-day getty @ alan's and maddd drinksss. then, a mutha fuckingg hotel rent..followed by flava after? hit up a club niggu

-sunday is chill :)

and all inbetween i'll be working at Sears and making the $$$

let's hope for the best this weekend!!!
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winner [May. 21st, 2005|06:40 am]
[Current Mood |eek]
[Current Music |tanya on my speakerphonee]

it's a mother fucking Open House kegger tonight & ladies get in for free.

itinerary:
-kegger
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fucking friday nights aren't nearby [May. 20th, 2005|05:57 am]
[Current Mood |blankblank]

where the fuck is the party tonight other than @ the beach?

tonight is:
-s.a.s prom
&
-reef prom

but i can't go to either, so i need something LOCAL!
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i'm leaving you, this time it's for good>> [May. 5th, 2005|03:25 pm]
[Current Mood |time crawls by]
[Current Music |New Found Gloryyy]

tonight is the Alley>> wassup wassup << should be quite the crunk night, i'm wishing for the best.

but it sucks cuz on MY spring break no one has spring break! so it's going to be me and Tanya tonight macking it to the pretty emo boys

holla back if ur in//
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in love & death. do u want'o takemeon. [Apr. 26th, 2005|06:01 pm]
[Current Mood |technologyyy]
[Current Music |the used///]

this weekend i have no plans
(screams)

lol i think something will come up though. i hope for a kronked partyy

& my boo is going to disney, she sucks. but, tomorrow is shopping & thursday is tanning & friday is...open? i hate-no plans.
& my new goal is working out every morning for 1/2 an hour :)
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tonight and shyttt [Mar. 18th, 2005|08:49 am]
[Current Mood |pre-crunkkk]
[Current Music |Franz Ferdinand "Take me Out"]

I've got school then work, then crunk @ Roadhouse Grill then were hanging out @ Bianca's house.

well that's the plan, gimme a call :P





"and If you leave here, You leave me broken...TAKE ME OUT!!!"
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(no subject) [Mar. 17th, 2005|07:30 pm]
[Current Mood |sadsad]
[Current Music |"Nothing New"]

Every time I meet someone I tend to establish a very trusting relationship with them, but the problem is that when I trust the guys I like or am interested in, all I get is disappointment in the end. And once I move on from them and go to some other guy, I trust again and I'm disappointed again.

I know that I shouldn't be so optimistic and emotional and trusting with guys but it just so happens, that I am, and I don't think I can stop being that way.

But each and every time, it hurts, and it's hurting right now.

I don't know what to do because I know I expect to much and I know I reveal my thoughts and emotions to them to much but it's just in my nature and I can't change that. It seems to be becoming a pattern, where the guy never gives me enough intention even though he claims to "have lots of fun" and "plans a couple of dates for us" but I just believe and believe in them and in their words, when I know I shouldn't. And when I expect the best, I receive the worst.

I just don't want to deal with this bullshit anymore, I just want a guy to want me as much as I want him and for him to show me that he does feel for me and that he is serious about it.

This is just another story, and right now, the guy that I am interested in is becoming one of those guys that I think aren't good for me even though me and him can talk and talk forever, and are on totally the same levels. It just blows when it takes them to show you how they really are and for you to tell yourself once again.. that he "isn't the one for YOU."

"Nothing New"
I found myself wrong again
Starin out my window
Wonderin what it is I should have said
I found myself at home again
Waitin for the after call
From a fallout that feels like such a mess

Ohhhh I can only be myself
I'm sorry that's hell for you
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new

Such a pretty picture that you paint
I'm so vile while your a saint
Funny how your eyes see thick not thin

Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do

You know how to give it but you can't take it
It's all just a waste now you can save it
No matter what I do
Is never good enough, never good enough
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Saturday Night [Mar. 14th, 2005|10:01 pm]
[Current Mood |nervous&hopeful]
[Current Music |"Hate it or Love it," it's an awesome new jam]

I over-reacted and now I feel guilty and I need to apologize, I'm going to do that tomorrow.

but I'm nervous and I'm scared. and I really want things to work out and that's why I'm so determined to fix things, it's weird because I don't think I've ever been so open nor emotional at the same time with someone else while feeling 100% comfortable with them.

I hope things go well, I really see..potential
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anxietyyy attacks [Mar. 10th, 2005|12:44 pm]
[Current Mood |curiouscurious]

i've got 10 minutes before i have to leave my house to go on a date with a guy that i'm interested in & i'm sooooo nervous! were going to downtown and lincoln road for a movie and then who knows.

wish me luck!!

<3
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