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[Oct. 12th, 2005|09:53 am] |
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I have kissed someone...
on the cheek. on the lips. on their hands or fingers. in my room. in their room. of the same sex. of the opposite sex. related to me. younger than me. older than me. with jet black hair. with curly hair. with blonde hair & blue eyes. with flamming red hair. with straight hair. smaller/shorter than me. bigger/taller than me. with a lip ring. who was drunk. who was high. who I had just met. who was homosexual. who I didn't really want to kiss. [hah, sucks to be you] on a holiday. who was going out with someone close to me. who was my good friend's brother or sister. who had been/is in jail. in a graveyard. at a show/concert. at the beach. in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water. who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with. with dyed hair. with a shaved head. who was/is my good friend. who was/is in a band. who has tattoos. who is of a completely different race than me. in the rain. in another continent besides where I was born. with an accent. with an std. on a boat. in a car/taxi/bus. on a plane. at the circus/carnival. with a missing body part. in the movies. eskimo style. |
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| agendaaa. |
[Oct. 6th, 2005|01:34 pm] |
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| | small talk @ the computer labb | ] | last night i spent the afternoon @ the hospital with my dad..he was feeling bad so KENDALL REGIONAL we wentt.
-tonight is dinner with my boo's♥ @ CHEESECAKE FACTORY...wooo!
-tomorrow i'll probably go over to the boys' house and get crunkkk
-saturday is Vane's b-day getty @ alan's and maddd drinksss. then, a mutha fuckingg hotel rent..followed by flava after? hit up a club niggu
-sunday is chill :)
and all inbetween i'll be working at Sears and making the $$$
let's hope for the best this weekend!!! |
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| winner |
[May. 21st, 2005|06:40 am] |
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| | eek | ] |
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| | tanya on my speakerphonee | ] | it's a mother fucking Open House kegger tonight & ladies get in for free.
itinerary: -kegger |
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| fucking friday nights aren't nearby |
[May. 20th, 2005|05:57 am] |
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| | blank | ] | where the fuck is the party tonight other than @ the beach?
tonight is: -s.a.s prom & -reef prom
but i can't go to either, so i need something LOCAL! |
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| i'm leaving you, this time it's for good>> |
[May. 5th, 2005|03:25 pm] |
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| | time crawls by | ] |
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| | New Found Gloryyy | ] | tonight is the Alley>> wassup wassup << should be quite the crunk night, i'm wishing for the best.
but it sucks cuz on MY spring break no one has spring break! so it's going to be me and Tanya tonight macking it to the pretty emo boys
holla back if ur in// |
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| in love & death. do u want'o takemeon. |
[Apr. 26th, 2005|06:01 pm] |
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| | technologyyy | ] |
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| | the used/// | ] | this weekend i have no plans (screams)
lol i think something will come up though. i hope for a kronked partyy
& my boo is going to disney, she sucks. but, tomorrow is shopping & thursday is tanning & friday is...open? i hate-no plans. & my new goal is working out every morning for 1/2 an hour :) |
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| tonight and shyttt |
[Mar. 18th, 2005|08:49 am] |
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| | pre-crunkkk | ] |
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| | Franz Ferdinand "Take me Out" | ] | I've got school then work, then crunk @ Roadhouse Grill then were hanging out @ Bianca's house.
well that's the plan, gimme a call :P
"and If you leave here, You leave me broken...TAKE ME OUT!!!" |
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[Mar. 17th, 2005|07:30 pm] |
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| | sad | ] |
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| | "Nothing New" | ] | Every time I meet someone I tend to establish a very trusting relationship with them, but the problem is that when I trust the guys I like or am interested in, all I get is disappointment in the end. And once I move on from them and go to some other guy, I trust again and I'm disappointed again.
I know that I shouldn't be so optimistic and emotional and trusting with guys but it just so happens, that I am, and I don't think I can stop being that way.
But each and every time, it hurts, and it's hurting right now.
I don't know what to do because I know I expect to much and I know I reveal my thoughts and emotions to them to much but it's just in my nature and I can't change that. It seems to be becoming a pattern, where the guy never gives me enough intention even though he claims to "have lots of fun" and "plans a couple of dates for us" but I just believe and believe in them and in their words, when I know I shouldn't. And when I expect the best, I receive the worst.
I just don't want to deal with this bullshit anymore, I just want a guy to want me as much as I want him and for him to show me that he does feel for me and that he is serious about it.
This is just another story, and right now, the guy that I am interested in is becoming one of those guys that I think aren't good for me even though me and him can talk and talk forever, and are on totally the same levels. It just blows when it takes them to show you how they really are and for you to tell yourself once again.. that he "isn't the one for YOU."
"Nothing New" I found myself wrong again Starin out my window Wonderin what it is I should have said I found myself at home again Waitin for the after call From a fallout that feels like such a mess
Ohhhh I can only be myself I'm sorry that's hell for you Heyyy so what's my damage today Don't let me get in your way Let it out like you always do The trouble between me and you Is nothing new
Such a pretty picture that you paint I'm so vile while your a saint Funny how your eyes see thick not thin
Don't let me get in your way Let it out like you always do
You know how to give it but you can't take it It's all just a waste now you can save it No matter what I do Is never good enough, never good enough |
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| Saturday Night |
[Mar. 14th, 2005|10:01 pm] |
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| | nervous&hopeful | ] |
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| | "Hate it or Love it," it's an awesome new jam | ] | I over-reacted and now I feel guilty and I need to apologize, I'm going to do that tomorrow.
but I'm nervous and I'm scared. and I really want things to work out and that's why I'm so determined to fix things, it's weird because I don't think I've ever been so open nor emotional at the same time with someone else while feeling 100% comfortable with them.
I hope things go well, I really see..potential |
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| anxietyyy attacks |
[Mar. 10th, 2005|12:44 pm] |
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| | curious | ] | i've got 10 minutes before i have to leave my house to go on a date with a guy that i'm interested in & i'm sooooo nervous! were going to downtown and lincoln road for a movie and then who knows.
wish me luck!!
<3 |
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| Crazyy Deadly Turning Wheels |
[Mar. 7th, 2005|09:40 am] |
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| | grateful | ] |
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| | "The Pros and Cons of Breathing" Fall Out Boy | ] | Today was insane!
On my way to work I was going about 75-80 mph on the turnpike when all of a sudden my car starts shaking like MADD. There was a whole lot of traffic but I managed to pull over and when I got out of my car to check out 'wtf' had done all that rucus I look at my front-right wheel and it is totally destroyed.
Seriously I would never wish for someone to experience what I did, because I was scared shitless. I had never experienced something so risky with my car and as I was heading towards the repair center I realized that my value towards my friends and family is so much to me and that it's worth going the extra for that 'special someone' sometimes in order to assure yourself that during YOUR lifetime, you did everything possible to be happy, and you never held back from following your heart.
<3 Live your life fully, and don't regret anything. |
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| !!!coun t down!!! |
[Feb. 23rd, 2005|05:34 am] |
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| | can't WAIT | ] |
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| | Checkers Commercial? mmm, Chili Dogs | ] | only a few more days 'til my booboo's partyyyy!
wednesday=work thursday=hair cut & mall, buy all the stuff for the party (soda/chips/etc..etc) friday=get ready, go to buy the liquor,balloons...
PARTYYYY, i love you booboo <3 |
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| Martini, please. |
[Feb. 13th, 2005|09:18 pm] |
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| | crazy excited | ] |
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| | Tanya's Hair Being Straightened=LOUD | ] | These weeks have been busy work,school,work,party,park,getty. Hope everyone is ready for Tanya's Birthday BASH!!!
"Ninety-Nine Problems BUT a Bitch ain't One" |
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| saturday nights |
[Jan. 30th, 2005|11:05 am] |
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| | questioning stuff | ] |
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| | La La | ] |
after work last night I met up with Joanna and her friend Nicole, then we bumped into Joey and decided to make it a night out.
we all met up at Chili's and then I came home got ready and we were off to Dolphin Mall to watch the worst/scariest movie..."Hide & Seek," Joey is an amazing guy he's a complete gentleman, I have NO idea why Joanna dumped him.
well we also watched the movie with Joey's cousin & his g/f. after the movie we went to McDonald's for an icecream cone :) & then we were all reallyy tired so we just chilled and went home
_________it was good! |
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| m-i-x-i-n-g |
[Jan. 28th, 2005|04:33 pm] |
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| | mix | ] |
whoop whoop: Got my Chanel Earrings with the Matching Necklace last night. I wore those babies today!!! beau-t-iful.
I've got the night off today and I have no plans, I'm thinking of just staying home and doing some HW while running some errands, I might go to IHOP later with danny..the usual. mmm, can't wait! I'm thinking of going to dinner Sunday at "On The Border." As for tomorrow, I'm sad because I work in the morning so I won't be able to do spinning *sigh* I l o v e that classs! bang-bang, I need to start saving up for my ...
____________________1. spinning shoes....$100.00
____________________2. spinning shorts...$60.00
____________________3. gloves for spinning...$6.00
____________________4.workout atire...$100.00
Tomorrow after work I'm going to go to like 29,837 Marshalls Stores and shop/browse, probably with Joanna. I hope Jenn can meet us! And I think I'll get my spinning shoes & atire tomorrow too!!! :)
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I know a boy He puts the color inside of my world But he's just like a maze Where all of the walls all continually change And I've done all I can To stand on his steps with my heart in my h an ds Now I'm starting to see Maybe it's got nothing to do with me
You are the god and the weight of my world
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| baby you can have it all, now, that you let me go! |
[Jan. 22nd, 2005|02:55 pm] |
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| | anxiety | ] |
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| | Ashlee Simpson "CD" | ] | Updates:
1) received my paycheck today 2) got a hair cut & my eyebrows done for a costly price of $42 3) went bowling last night, & it was gooD 4) jenn got her license 5) i see my EyeCandy today at work 6) saw some old friends last night, Reef-ers 7) still sore from a class at the GYM 8) listening to ASHLEE SIMPSON, and its f-a-b 9) you make me wanna LA+LA
let's chill...hit me up! |
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| MORE Lips |
[Jan. 8th, 2005|06:12 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | crazy | ] |
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| | "Something I Call Personality" New Found Glory | ] | I have kissed someone... on the cheek. on the lips. on their hands or fingers. in my room. in their room. of the same sex. of the opposite sex. related to me. younger then me. older than me. with jet black hair. with curly hair. with blonde hair & blue eyes. with flamming red hair. with straight hair. smaller/shorter than me. bigger/taller than me. with a lip ring. who was drunk. who was high. who I had just met. who was homosexual. who I didn't really want to kiss. on a holiday. who was going out with someone close to me. who was my good friend's brother or sister. who had been/is in jail. in a graveyard. at a show/concert. at the beach. in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water. who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with. with dyed hair. with a shaved head. who was/is my good friend. who was/is in a band. (i think he was) who has tattoos. who is of a completely different race than me. in the rain. in another continent besides where I was born. with an accent. with an std. on a boat. in a car/taxi/bus. on a plane. at the circus/carnival. with a missing body part. in the movies. eskimo style...
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| !!!HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! |
[Jan. 1st, 2005|11:03 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | artistic | ] |
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| | Kelly Clarkson "Since You've Been Gone" | ] |
::make this year a great one! |
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| ! MERRY CHRISTMAS ! |
[Dec. 25th, 2004|10:31 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | bouncy | ] | I got this seasonal job at SEARS for the Holidays...
& their KEEPING ME!!!
+ + {napoleon dynamite: "HECK YES!"} |
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